Interesting....Very Interesting....

http://shine.yahoo.com/event/makeover/the-5-foods-you-should-eat-every-day-710199/

monday progress

down 3 lbs. i'm like...that's all? dude!!! i've been eating rabbit food. i didn't work out but i didn't cheat. hmmm....i'll keep ya posted.

WATER!!! WATER! water...........

I HATE WATER!!!! I'D RATHER HAVE A COCKTAIL!!!

32oz down today....64 more to go. UGH!!!!!

Help me LORD, please?

.......and I'M BACK!

I'm back...and this time...it's for good. I let life consume me and now...here I am. I've packed on more weight. I'm on diabetes and blood pressure meds and to top it off...I'm practically unemployed. One day...you're sitting on top off the world...the next day, the world bitch slaps you like GET THE F*CK OFF ME!! So, you know what they say...when you've hit rock bottom...there's no where else to go but up. I just realized that I went a FULL year without even posting. That's Pathetic. Okay so...I guess I'll have to make myself post daily...every other day in hard times to show you and mostly ME that I AM SERIOUS!



Exhibit A....that's me. the girl talking to the guy...from behind. when I realized that it was me...i was mortified.






Exhibit B...when I take pics with my friends...I lift the camera in an effort to manipulate the photo to hide my chins.








Exhibit C...me, on the end. NOONE wants to be the ugliest friend, the darkest friend of the fattest friend. I don't want to be even 1 of the 3!





Needs: To lose weight and get healthy to live life to my fullest potential!!!! Plus...my brothers getting married in the Bahamas in July. I'd like to have significant progress by then.

Obstacles: Cooking and Time/Schedule/Will Power...hence the blog for reenforcement.

I AM SERIOUS THIS TIME!!! I WILL BEAT THIS!!!

So...I have to find a way to get this stuff done. One of the good things...I guess is that I no longer have the cash to eat out. HUGE PROBLEM because I am...let's just say...domestically impaired. I don't know...I had this warped since of what cooking meant for me. It's fine if one can cook but for me....for some reason, it meant becoming Donna Reed. Being a passive, subserviant person that lives to please others. Oh NO Honey...not for The Diva!!!! I'm a city girl....certain things ( i thought) are beneath us.

After losing my mom...I longed for her cooking and I haven't quite had it since. You know...usually you can find something just as good...if not better but...no. nothing.

It's actually been a little joke about how badly I can't cook. I've gotten injuries from something as simple as a microwave meal. Seriously....I've got scars to prove it.

Anyways...I watched this AMAZING movie....Julie & Julia
I love this movie and the best part...it's inspired me to learn to cook. I'll be making healthy meals of course but...for once, I'm inspired.

So,...I'm going to get my ish together. I'm going to eat healthy (cook), work out and focus on positive mental/emotional energy. I'd love to get into that whole holistic madness...if it works. We'll see. I'm IN!!

33LBS DOWN! YIPPIE

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